I just don't know
I give up, easily.
Because of a lack of confidence.
People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.
I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).
When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.
At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.
This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.