Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.


PersonalPosted by Fashiondisaster Wed, June 03, 2015 14:29:20
I'm one of those people,
The annoying kind,
That plays a song,
If well liked,
Over and over,
Again and again.

Till I can scream the lyrics,
Found my own perfect moves to it,
And till I'm utterly bored with it.

I can't help myself,
It's like hearing something that resonates,
With my soul,
And my heart.

Like someone gets me,
Somebody far away,
Who hasn't got a clue,
Who I am,
But who seems to understand what I feel,
And what I'm trying to say,
But where I can not find the words for.

The latest is the newest from Mika,
"Good guys",
It's stuck in my head 24/7,
And whenever I get a chance,
I'll put my headphones on,
And listen to it,
Over and over.

Why that song?
It's especially the refrain that gets me:

"If we are all in the gutter,
Doesn't change who we are,
Cause some of us in the gutter,
Are looking up at the stars"

It isn't his,
It's Oscar Wilde.
But where have the good guys gone,
Saying those things?

Inspiring others,
Making a way,
A path,
That changes your thinking.
Gives you a chance,
To see things differently.

Doesn't matter who you are,
Where you are,
Or what you want.
All that matters,
Is that you see,
That you can be,
And go,
Whatever and wherever,
You want.

Just follow the stars,
Your heart,
And your soul.

Have faith,
You in the gutter,
Look up at the sky.
See the stars.

But don't forget,
To make others see them too.

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