Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

Cold fashion

PersonalPosted by Fashiondisaster Wed, December 07, 2016 14:20:12
I'm not the most fashionable girl,
Never was,
Never will be,
I often mix the wrong shoes,
With the right dress,
Or buy a handbag,
That doesn't fit,
With anything in my wardrobe.

I'm a bit of an impulsive buyer,
I don't make lists,
With things I need,
Not even when I go grocery shopping,
And just follow my gut,
What I like,
I grab,
What I don't like,
I put back,
It's quite simple.

So my wardrobe consists,
Out of none matching things,
Combined with secondhand finds,
Mostly totally weird things,
In colors nobody uses anymore,
New things,
Mostly on sale,
But it's a happy bunch,
And most of the time,
They all get along.

But then,
Winter sneaks in,
Bringing cold and frost with him,
It's a he, right?

And it's like it blows,
All the fashion apart,
I just look for warm things,
So I don't freeze,
Because I'm always cold,
Did I mention that yet?

At the moment,
I'm wearing purple (yes, impulse buy),
Ugg looking boots,
4 layers of tops and sweaters,
Two sweaters,
And when I go outside,
I throw a coat over it,
In color blocking style,
Brown and bleu,
With a hoodie,
With fake fur.

What happened?
I was on my way to work,
And I just wondered,
What happened?

I had to walk,
So I dreaded the heels that I picked out this morning,
Beautiful cognac boots,
But no,
I decided to change them for the purple ones this afternoon,
Because the heating at work is broken,
And I chose comfort over nice looking.

I'm wearing a white fluffy sweater,
With a cat face on it,
Because it looked warm,
I sound like a cat lady,
Hopeless and lonely,
But I'm not,

I'm just cold,
And dying for some comfort.

If you should see me,
Passing you by,
In a ridiculous outfit,
Just ignore it,
I'm just trying to get trough winter,
I'll be back in spring,
Think of it as a hibernation,
And feel free to take it with me,
I'll be less lonely.

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