Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

Job Wise

Soul-searchingPosted by Fashiondisaster Thu, October 31, 2013 10:37:20
One of the hardest things in life is finding a job that suits you.

You start out in kindergarten, figure of speech, thinking you'll grow up to be a doctor or a vet but when the years pass you find out that school is hard.
Studying gets boring and a lot of us drop out.

We want to make money, and, in the beginning, the small paycheck feels like a new life.
But then we get married, we get children, and with that comes the regret.
The "what if's".

My "what if's" aren't about my studies, mine are about the job itself.
I get bored so easily that a job, most of the time, only suits me for a few months.
After that, I need a change.

My current job is in the audioligy.
Basicly I help people getting an hearing aid and am able to adapt it to their needs, on the computer.
I learned it in a few months, along with the paper work.

Everything went great but now a co-worker is messing up my work.
What do you do then?
Give up?
Face it head on?

I really don't know...

I'm really struggeling with it at the moment and can't seem to find a solution.

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