Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

Tommy Hilfiger

FashionPosted by Fashiondisaster Mon, November 18, 2013 20:27:35
I won something.
Two tickets.
For a VIP night.
From Tommy Hilfiger.

It was last minute, I found out last week on friday.
And it is tomorrow.
Finding a babysitter wasn't a problem (for once).

How I feel?
Are you jealous of me?
No need.
I feel like a total insecure mess...

What should I wear?
What do they expect of me?
What can I expect?

Is it a formal evening?
Or casual?
Should I talk to anyone?
Or is it just a late night opening to shop?

Freaking out just a little bit...

And don't even get me started about my outfit...
The famous line, "I have nothing to wear", pops into my head...
I feel like I'm gonna meet Karl Lagerfeld in person.

Insane, right?
But, understandable, right..?

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