Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

Tonight is the night...

FashionPosted by Fashiondisaster Tue, November 19, 2013 16:07:42
Tonight, at 19u00, I'll be at the VIP night.

That's in 3 hours...

... and I have no idea what I'm gonna wear...

Outfits have been popping in and out of my head, I went from a little black dress to a ripped jeans, from heels to flats and from colorful tops to a black turtle neck.

And now I am completly lost...
Should I play safe or make a statement?

I keep telling myself to breathe, to keep calm (with a husband in the background who keeps reminding me that we're gonna be late, thanks hun!, because my dad (the babysit) won't be here untill 18u30) and to remember that it are just human beings, like myself.

It doesn't help.

Actually, I feel a headache coming...

Ok, I can do this.
I'll be fine.
I'll be pretty, witty and amazing.

People will love me and I'll make a killer impression.
I'll come home with new contacts, new friends, and, maybe, even a new job?
Who knows!
Positive vibes, right?

Forget that...
It's all gonna go horribly wrong.
I'll be late, everyone will stare at me, I'll be uncomfortable and hide in a corner.

That's more like it.

If anything go's better as planned I'll be happy, if not, at least I was prepared.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me...

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