Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

Driver's licence

PersonalityPosted by Fashiondisaster Tue, November 26, 2013 16:09:45
I don't have a driver's licence.

I'm 27 and I don't have one.

I know what you're thinking.
You're thinking that I tried a billion times and failed, right?

I never tried.

I did drive.
A few times.
With my husband.

And I just don't see the fun of it.

Other people love it, call it freedom.
I only see stress.

Being stressed out because I have no idea how to get somewhere (like Ikea).
Or just stressed by the driving itself.
Have you seen the highways lately?

People on there are not friendly...
They honk at you, curse at you, make obscene gestures at you...
Why would I wanna be in the middle of that?

My grandmother even offered me money (no kidding) to go and try it.

It just comes with so much responsibility.
I drive a bike now and I don't feel safe.
I'm the one who's looking in all directions (like an idiot) for a hundred times, just to make sure I'm not in someone's way.

My grandmother is 78 and still drives her car, everyday.
So, I do feel a bit like a wimp...

My boss suggested to get my driver's liscence and then I can get a car, from the firm.
Sounds good right?

I'm still not decided though...
Any tips, help,..?
Please provide :)

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