Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.


FashionPosted by Fashiondisaster Wed, February 17, 2016 15:59:05
I've never spent a lot of money,
On handbags,
Or anything else fashion related.

It's because,
I wear everything out,
To the bone.

Wether it's shoes,
Or handbags,
If I like it,
I'll use it,
Until it's shredded.

I have shoes that have holes in the soles,
Bags that are ripped and torn,
And I can't part from them,
The shoes are so comfortable,
The bag has been through a lot with me,
It's like throwing away memories.

Another reason why I don't spend a lot of money on bags,
Is that they get filled,
I know,
That's the purpose of a bag,
But mine gets filled with candy wrappers,
Pieces of paper with things I can't forget on them,
One time,
I even had a pair of socks in my purse.

Not mine,
My daughter's.
The socks.

I never take the time to clean out the bag,
So I get stuck with a lot of junk,
And I carry it around,

After a while,
I just take another bag from my closet,
And start filling that up.

Can you see me,
With a designer bag,
Filled with crap?

Didn't think so.

But maybe,
Just maybe,
I would keep that clean?
Because it's so expensive?
I would actually take time,
To keep it clutter free?

Let's not kid ourselves,
Bags take up time,
Time to clean,
And sort out.

And when you clean it,
You take out stuff,
Stuff that you will need,
The next day,
Or even the next hour,
Trust me.
I have experience,
Suddenly your daughter decides that she does want her socks,
That you carried around for three weeks,
And just took out.

Or the little heart shaped thing she found on the ground,
Two months ago,
And you finally had the heart to throw it in the garbage can,
Proud of yourself,
And now she wants it,
And blames you for not having it.

They come with a lot of responsibility,
Thank God they look so pretty.

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Posted by Fashiondisaster Tue, March 01, 2016 15:21:15

So happy I'm not the only one Kylie! :)
What clutters up your bag, if I may ask? :)


Posted by Kylie Rodriguez Fri, February 26, 2016 07:42:56

I can totally relate! My bags get filled with so much clutter as well :(