Why a blog?

I give up, easily.
Anything. Everything.
Because of a lack of confidence.

People won't like me, laugh at me, think I'm stupid.
That is why my entire life I hid away, in dark clothes.
Black, dark blue or grey.
Anything to make me invisible.

I never used make-up in high school because I didn't know how.
My hair was always the same because I had no idea what to do with it (ponytail, tightly pulled back, in case you're curious).

When I was 18 I got married and I wanted a change.
I wanted the real me to come out.
But I still had no clue how.

At 26 I started this blog.
So that I wouldn't give up, wouldn't forget where I was going.

This is my journey, feel free to walk it with me, every step of the way.
All my failures, all my mistakes.
But also my winnings, my happy moments and my bliss.
I'll be honored to have you with me.

How do girls do it?

PersonalPosted by Fashiondisaster Sun, January 08, 2017 23:06:46
I know, I know,
I'm a girl,
I'm very aware of that fact,
Most of the time,
Believe me.

But I need to ask,
How do girls keep their make-up in place,
All day?

I leave the house,
With little on,
A bit of blush,
A touch of mascara,
Sometimes eyeliner,
Depending on how lucky I'm feeling that day,
To get a decent set of wings,
And a hint of some form of lipgloss,
Or lip balm (mostly preferred).

It looks decent,
Not perfect,
The wings tend to screw me over,
But it's ok.

When I get home,
After work,
Around five,
I definitely,
Look like a raccoon.

Eyeliner and mascara,
Smudged everywhere,
From rubbing my eyes,
Or something other,
That is completely normal,
But bad for my made up face.

My blush,
I swear,
Is gone,
Where does it go?
Did it sink into my pores,
Without me noticing it?
Or did I sneeze it of?

Since I'm at it,
My hair seems to do,
The exact same thing,
Not the disappearing thing,
Thank God,
But when I leave,
It's decent.

Not perfect,
But ok,
When I get home,
It's either flat,
Really flat,
Or it has all these quirky hairs,
Sticking out,
To every possible side.

What is up with that?

Am I static?
Is the universe playing tricks on me?
Or am I doing something,

Help me out,
I'm open to suggestions,
All of them,
One day,
Looking the same,
From morning till evening,
That would be great,

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